Tuesday, January 22, 2008

disappointed but still i'll fight !!

Got rejected in the interview of satyam computers after clearing the written...the technical interview lasted 2 min in which I answered all the questions asked, after this i was sent to HR which was of 28 sec....(I guess they were having some kind of a hurry, may be constipation problem...god knows)... this short span of HR speculated a thought of being rejected in my mind,but even moth hopes to gulp flames someday, so waited entire day for the results just not to find my name in the results...disappointed, but satyam is not my life n neither was the last opportunity for me , i am very thankful to satyam computers for one reason, i have never been a sports freak but for the first time in my life i experienced, how does it feels to lose the final match, even if you played the best game of your life. you joke, you smile, you laugh but deep down your soul is trying to recollect all the pieces of shattered dreams to carve a masterpiece, to which it fails by the impulse of reality. Anyways I know, i will make it and at a better place and ,this is not a belief, nor a hope , nor a dream , nor a prediction, but this is my determination.

These are the most motivating lines I've ever read. whenever i feel defeated I follow these beautiful prose.

Asaflta ek chunauti hai, ise sweekar karo,
kya kami reh gayi, dekho aur sudhar karo.

Jab tak na safal ho, neend chain ko tyago tum,
Sangharsh ka maidan chhodkar mat bhago tum.
Kuch kiye bina hi jai jaikar nahin hoti,
koshish karne walon ki haar nahin hoti.