Saturday, February 2, 2008

weak values.....

Lost the chance of getting in INFOSYS " my dream company", was out in the written test itself and with this the life of an incubated wish has come to an end. The day on which I got rejected by satyam computers due to there own failure of a proper interviewing policy, I promised to myself "I'll starve and die but never even enter its premises" and today when I've been rejected in infosys, I pledge "I won't retire of my work until I enter its premises". although its one of the biggest setback of my career but I 'll divert the impulse of this disappointment to appointment letter of infosys someday, and now I wish this someday comes soon.

The failure in infosys written test is not entirely my failure but somewhere down the line the failure of the ethics and values the company beams about. I don't think my english and logic to be worse than those who passed the test just because they(students of host college) could get the answers of the questions in the exam room on their cell phones. The unfair means adopted by the host college lead to an extremely higher cut-off marks. I very well understand that everybody who got cleared din't get those sms, but they were the few who are either born genius capable of coping up every malice practice against them or those who had their best stars and planets leading their way, but I m not that intelligent nor I am blessed with such a good fortune. The only thing I prepared for the infosys test was under normal circumstances having a fair and balanced deal, I've never been a follower of the book "101 ways to cheat and pass", neither I wish to buy it. With the whole process at its end , all I've in my eyes is tears and a hope that the next time when I meet infosys it comes by its tag line "powered by intellect and driven by values", especially the 'values'.

2 comments:

  1. first of all stop riting these kinda post......... man come out of all this these are not shattered dreams but this shows that you have atleast the courage to dream...........pls don't write such depressive posts because whenvever you will read them you will remember that u failed ...always remember no one fails but everyone is for a special purpose here and evrything happens for good probably some other comp is waiting 4 u.........next time im sure you will write a post jisme likha hoga you got selected somewhere......BOL

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  2. @arora
    thanx buddy, but i think it will be unjustified to say that these posts are depressive and remind me of my failures in disguise these are the writings which never let me aside working harder to reach my goals... further reading them strengthens my determination.

    thnx again n yes even I hope to come with the most anticipated post (..got selected...) of my life ASAP.

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